Verbosity

I would like to be succinct.
Less wordy.
More simple.

But it's hard, I don't know how to do it.

If asked to express my opinion, a spewing of words, analogies, hand gestures, and circular statements ensues from the body known as Sherry Shi.
Sometimes I give a simple shrug, but usually my mouth showers confetti.
And a shrug, a shrug conveys nothing-- nonchalance, confusion maybe, but really nothing.

I feel like I can only either give bulk sized packages of words or just cheap sprinkles.

Maybe, I feel like the more words, the more room for interpretation and the smaller price I have to pay for an opinion.
Less words however, equates to more weight and a higher price if somebody happens to be insulted by what I say, because they can easily point to the short sentence I said and say "this means THIS, and BLAHBLAH", but with more words, they can point, and then I can point another part out that will contradict them.

Wow this goes back to my tendency to state and refute.

I am way too neutral.





I have never been a fan of neutral, I feel like no action is produced by neutrality, yet I find myself one of the most neutral, indecisive people I know.
But I'm definitely not impartial, I have biases, I have beliefs.

Oh, I guess, I'm not neutral in my inside opinions, but rather in what I convey to others and my actions.

But that's the product of neutrality I hate-- no action.




I guess I'm still discovering myself?