I like to appear optimistic, but I guess I don't..

I used to think I was optimistic.
Until recently.

Supposedly though, I'm cynical-- negative Nancy, Debbie downer, pessimistic Patty.
What?

Maybe I'm a realist.

No, I have too many hopes-- unrealistic ones nevertheless.
See right there? Do you see it? The bipolarity in that statement?

Is it possible to be a realistic dreamer? An optimist who accepts the truth?

What a confused child am I. <- points for Yoda speak, but minus points for Grammatical errors according to the English system.

See!
Again!

I state, I refute.
I believe, I question.
I gain, I have to destroy.

?!?!?!?@#&*^#@(^(*128918(*!@!??!!?!?


Destructive nature?
A fine example of entropy?