I will know:
where I'll be for the next four years of my life
my baby brother's name
how to drive
the name of a North Korean refugee
if this is a mistake
I honestly feel like crying when I think of the next 12 months. If I can't handle this elementary stuff right now, how am I ever going to handle anything more important? There's no explanation for the buildup of stress I'm feeling right now, but I feel like I'm going to explode. I'm just so frustrated. I just want this one year to pass. So I'll know. So I'll have something concrete, something new to work with and focus on.
See, I promised myself "no more stupid crap". Why did I have to do that last night?
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