I'm not who you're looking for and that makes me sad, not for me, but for you. The facade I hold up for everyone really tricked you and I apologize. This letter is not an 'unrequited love' letter, nor is it me pouring out my sorrows, but it's a simple- albeit late- apology and a hope.
Please do not let what happened between us define all females nor me. I had no bad intentions, but I did not have the right ones, actually I'm not even sure what my intentions were at all, but for that I'm sorry. I kind of realized that I needed to grow alone and apart from a significant other in the middle of it and yes, my timing was terrible, but it's something I really needed.
So really, it was not you at all.
I'm not trying to be overdramatic, but you'll find the right one someday.
She will feel the same way you feel for her.
She will want to be with you, to commit to you.
She will not harbor any secret feelings of a past relationship, nor any secrets.
She is not me.
It was the wrong time for me and the wrong person for both of us. So I'd like to say sorry. I hope that you'll somehow understand, though. You've moved on, and this isn't to bring you back or hinder your progress, but it's to bring some closure. Do not misread any intentions of mine in here, because as I stated above, it's only an apology. Not 'only' an apology haha, but I really mean it. I was definitely wrong in the way I handled things. I shouldn't have let things progress when I still wasn't sure what I wanted.
You're awesome, you're amazing. You're so many things, but you're not for me and nor am I for you. Yes, this is to you and to you alone. I haven't been through this situation with anyone else.
I guess it kind of makes me sad that someone like you isn't for me, but that's just how it is right?
God bless and see ya around
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