And I notice she's your lover, but she's nowhere near your heart

Bad start to a good break. Too bad it's already hump day today.
My sense of time during break is so different than from when school is in session.
On Monday, I was devastated that it was already Monday, while during a schoolweek I'd be frustrated that it's only Monday.

Don't know what to do with myself right now.
I continually distract myself from everything important.
I keep certain things out of my life in order to 'stay on track', but I'm not even on track, so it's like pushing those things away is a deception of sorts.

So messy right now.